Not This, But Certainly Not That!
I quickly drift off into prayer, where I can see Gods best for me. I can see myself driving a large luxury SUV of some sort. Brand new. 3 rows deep. Fully Paid for.
I see myself owning multiple houses. At least 5 bedrooms. 4 plus baths. Fully Paid for.
I see myself mothering 2-3 more kids, enjoying the benefits of a life completely surrendered to peace no matter the challenges at hand.
I see my marriage restored to Gods intent. Brian in love with me, I in love with him.
I see myself as a talkshow host of some kind. I see me acting, producing, writing, singing, painting, all to bring God glory.
I see me whole, in every area!
Then I snap back into it. My life where it is now, does not look as though it's headed that way. Bills are late
. We are struggling to make ends meet. I am sti...